It is the LIttle Things That Count

I think I'm still stuck on yesterdays line about surprising me and I guess I surprised myself.  And todays love fortune is I love how your find the strangest and smallest things interesting and I guess they do.  So today was a really shitty day.  I was holding space for lots of people going through their own stuff and then had some major hits too.  And despite wanting to go to bed and put the cover over my head and cry, which I'm not against, I knew I needed a second spin class.  I am typically quite vocal with a lot of woo hoo's.  I was so into myself I started a little quiet but then I realized how something as simple as a woot or woo hoo shifted the energy.  I can't say I wanted to dance a jig, but felt lighter and was able to put things in perspective. Oh yeah, and on my way to the spin class I bumped into a person in my apartment that I surprise gifted a love fortune too.  As soon as she saw me she said was it me.  I played dumb but I'm not good at surprises. She was over the top delighted.  I told her how it was gifted and what really was a small gesture on my part could make someone feel so good made me feel good and helped me get out of my shit and get some perspective too.  But the piece that really made me feel good was as I was walking past Stuyvesant Park.  A street light was shining through the bare branches of a tree whose whispery branches looked circular and they had drops of water from the rain/snow.  It was stunning and kind of looked like a spider web which had all sorts of metaphors.  Not sure this picture does it justice but it makes my heart happy to remember that something as simple as that can shift my mood, give me perspective so I can breath and move forward.  It almost looks like something from outer space doesn't it.